Anorexia: Not a Fairytale

       
Hello. I'm Nneka. I am 12 years old and I have Anorexia. I know what your thinking. "She's so young!" Yeah you should tell Ana that. She has been taunting me for a few months now and I am determined for it to stop before those months turn into years. Anorexia is NOT a Fairytale as i hear some girls say, anorexia is the opposite of that. I feel lonely, like it's me against the world.... and the world is winning. I feel fat, if you ask me what my biggest pet peeve is I'll say the fat on my thighs. I'm weak and I'm tired. I'm cold. I wish i could be happy just one more time. I hate the feeling of sadness and despair. I never felt this way before. I cry more often than i should, cry like I've never cried before. But, anorexia isn't only sadness. It takes on a physical toll on you too. I haven't been able to sleep, my teeth is turning yellow and, the stomach pains are almost unbearable. I'm surprised at myself because I spit out lies left and right all the time. This is only the beggining of it, there is so much more.




                                                    AnaLovesNneka